I AM ALIVE !
“This week was Pentecost. As a kind of joke, I wondered aloud what quest the Holy Spirit would present to me, like in the court of King Arthur at the feast of Pentecost.”
I have been studying my consciousness since I was 8 years old, using my life as a petrie dish for my experiments. I also know that when I was 8, I slid into a profound depression of self-negation that had not yet fully abated 40 years later.
Well, this week I snapped out of it, all at once. I placed a 2nd mirror at about 87 degrees to the mirror in my bathroom. Now I could look my true reflection in the eye and not be bothered by the center seam of the 2 mirrors.
I feel like I have woken from a nightmare. I feel like a princess who has been under a terrible spell that is now broken. It feels like a curse, or sentence, has been lifted. How amazing to know that the dead woman in the flat false mirror is not me! I AM ALIVE!
You know what they say: Seeing is believing! No wonder people believe in the power of death. The false mirror image of me is like a dead woman. How many times a day do I receive the subtle message that I am dying or already dead from the reflective surfaces all around me in this world? It’s all a lie! I AM ALIVE!”
All I can say is WOW!!!
“Just recently, after viewing myself in a NRI mirror and then again in the regular mirror I noticed for the 1st time that I tilt my head a few degrees. Secondly, I felt all kinds of physical activities going on in my left hemisphere after that first view.
After practicing the non-tilting of my head enough times, my shoulders, spine, and hips straightened out perfectly as well and remained that way.
I consider the image in the NRI mirror to be more kind and gentle than the false image in the regular mirror. It’s amazing that I have looked at an illusionary image that has fooled me for over 60 years. What a Fool I was !!!!”
